Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The Son

Matthew came back much earlier than expected and guess who he's brought back with him? Obvious answer - his son. Seeing him with his son isn't even the worst part.

What's the worst part you ask? His son is way hotter, its ridiculous. He looks like some teen idol! I'm telling you, if he was a celebrity, tweens, teens, young adults (that's my group) and probably even mature women everywhere would be getting very damp down below just by looking at him. No wait, I'm not finished, he's gotten permission to be his dad's PA for a few months while the original PA takes a long holiday. Not. Good. (Plus since when do people have the money to take months long holidays anymore?) What this all means is I have to deal with not only seeing Matthew again every day (who's still a good-looking guy I still share chemistry with) but also, I now have to deal with his son, a young Adonis - he's only a few years down from my age - who is completely off limits!

On a good note, Matthew and I are getting on surprisingly well. Its like old times pre-our failed relationship just less flirting. We have our moments though (I guess old habits really do die hard and by moments I'm talking those flirty moments where the tension rises and you feel like you gotta do something like kiss each other passionately) but we always manage to ignore them and they don't seem to mean anything.

Coming up is my recent escapades with "The Architect". (I'll be honest, my lust for Ted in HIMYM did play a fairly big part in my attraction to him.)

Kisses, V.V.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

The Rule-Breaking Was Found Out

Do you remember this post?

Nia found out. She hates me. He hates me.

She hates me for obvious reasons. I told her that I did it because I was depressed around the time and so was he and we were just looking for attention. Which is true.

He hates me because I revealed that he played me which he so did. He lied to me when he told me that they didn't have sex anymore and turns out they had a fine and healthy sex life. So basically he made me feel sorry for him.

It seems both of them blame me for their relationship falling apart?! She cheated on him with his best friend for months and I'm to blame?!

She called me terrible things which I deserve.

I feel so guilty and evil but there's no point in dwelling. I hate myself for getting myself into this mess. It was long ago now though. A friend told me: "We're too young to dwell on these things, you're not evil, we just need to learn from these mistakes and move on." Such wise words.

Nia's a gossip and a big bitch when she hates someone so I'm hoping she doesn't spread this to people we both know.. at least I have her cheating ways to spread around to get back at her but I don't like gossiping about other people so I'd rather not have to do that. I simply can't be arsed with that shit.

Kisses, V.V.