Thursday, October 2, 2008

The Update to The Blast from the Past

So I don't really wanna get into everything that's happened lately but it's been awkward and memories have plagued me but the main thing you should know is he's back in my life but as a friend and only a friend.

The reason he's back: He works with me now and has admitted he took the job because he found out I worked there.

The reason it's gotten more awkward: He's moved in with me and my roommates since one has moved out thus we needed a lodger asap and he needed a place to stay asap. Well, it seemed like a good idea at the time anyway.

What's our history: We fell in love. He was my first everything. He broke my heart by moving to Japan with his family without saying goodbye.

Why I was in shock to see him again: I hadn't seen him since he left. I ignored him at first and told him to go back to Japan and leave me alone. We argued a lot. He explained it was because he knew that if he did the goodbye thing he'd find it even harder to leave *so TV-material lol*. It sounded cheesy but the way he said it felt real. Plus even now he still can't lie to me. I can always tell when he's lying.. and he can tell when I am.. can't believe we can still read each other so easily.

What's our relationship now: We're becoming best friends again which is what we were before we fell in love. It's remarkable how easy it is to just get back to the old days. Weird too. We're childhood friends by the way so I guess it's sorta inevitable that we still have a strong connection even after a few years apart.

Sorry must dash. There is a very naked Matthew waiting for me.

Kisses, V.V.